i know i only post when i’m amazingly depressing. deal with it.

i haven’t been able to truly breathe since friday. i have really bad asthma. i was diagnose when i was six months old. my meds make me shaky and fidgety and unable to concentrate and also gave me a panic attack during an exam yesterday.

i sound like an axe murderer because i can’t get enough breath into my lungs to breathe out right when i’m talking. and then people go, ‘oh yeah, i have asthma too.’ bullshit, no you don’t. not like this. if your attacks never last more than a day, don’t even talk to me. mine never last less than a day so shut up about how much your asthma sucks when it’s getting better and mine is getting worse.